Handstand kickups (freestanding)

After achieving my first 10+seconds handstand hold of the wall I decided to start doing kickups freestanding. I was confident of falling from handstand I learned how to bail properly.

My aim was to hit 10 seconds freestanding kickup. Here are some of my attempts, as expected, many fails.

Sometimes falling over.

Sometimes falling backwards. 

It was very different, I could easily hold 10+seconds off the wall, but kicking up in to it freestanding was very confusing. 

Finally after a lot of fails, I managed to hold around 5-6 seconds. I started to feel tha kick, and land into that sweet spot.