Handstand kickup practice (wall supported)

My handstand journey has continued, my desire for it has grown. But things did not went as I expected. There were so many fails to even do it again, to hold at least 4-5 seconds kickup like I my first one.

So here is one of my many attemps to hold it. I can't an count how many attempts there were, endless.

So here it is, after so many attempts I was finally back on track, holding it more than 5 seconds here. 

And yes, the celebration like I did something huge.